My husband....

You know I don't brag enough on my husband or maybe even compliment him enough, but I will say he is one of the most amazing guy ever.  I have lately been I guess you could say going through a transition period not even sure if that is the right terms but I have been trying to change me in different ways.  Justin has ALWAYS supported me no matter what, he has always been an amazing dad to our kids.  I can never ask for a better husband, father, or best friend.  We have been together for 15 years and I will honestly say that I feel today that we are stronger then we have ever been in these 15 years.  This man loves me unconditionally, he  listens to me when I speak, he brings me comfort when I feel lost, he makes me feel beautiful every day, he makes me laugh when I am mad, he picks me up when I am down, he never says a word when he comes home and our house is rearranged (this is a serious one to lol), he just loves me for me.  Here lately I have been trying to find out who I am,  who do I want to be, and I have really stepped out and kinda scared myself and this man that I have come to love more and more everyday has been right there next to me.  We have been attending a new church will be a year in June and I have been in three bible studies within this year and I will be very honest with you this is all so new to me and so out of  my comfort level but I have found a new me (if that is even possible). I can see that I look at things in a much different way. This story might need to be for a different post maybe when I am ready to tell my story.  But along this journey Justin has been right by my side, some of this has been out of his comfort zone but I am so proud of him  sticking with it. We have both came so far and I could not have done this without him.  I know there are people out there that don't have what we have or have never been able to find their one true love, but I am so blessed that GOD sent Justin to me and even when my mom didn't like him I just kept on and it was truly one of the best things I have ever done!  I know that when you are young and just getting married it all seems so right kinda like a fairy tale, but as I have gotten older and we have three amazing kids I know that GOD knew what he was doing when he put us together.  I can't imagine my life without him right next to me.  Our love for each other is growing everyday and it makes me so excited to see where our future is going.  I love you Justin more and more everyday!